Drabble

[caffienekitty]

Drabble: Internal Monolog
Character: Dean
A/N: Experimental, not funny.


...just keep going, you can do this, you can do it, don't fuck this up, dammit, you've done this before (even though you haven't) just like every other impossible time that came and went because there is nothing that's impossible, we'll all be together and it's all gonna be just fine, just watch, we'll be a family again, you'll see, the hardest thing you've ever done is only the hardest thing you've ever done until the next impossible/possible thing comes along so suck it up god dammit Winchester, and get on with this, just keep going, you can do this...

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(that's it, just a drabble, kind of trying to work out something)

Comments

[ficwriter1966.livejournal.com]

Interesting! And yep, it paints the right picture. Seems like there's physical exertion involved?

[caffienekitty]

Yeah, kind of a long-action physical exertion. Not sure if it'll come to anything.

[aescu]

I'd really like to know what he is trying so damn hard. It sounds as if it is very emotional...

[caffienekitty]

It's mainly just an exercise in working through character under stress.

[ciaranbochna.livejournal.com]

You can certainly hear the stress and strain in there. Also wondering what he is dragging, or working through:)

Hugs

[caffienekitty]

I don't know if it will come to anything, i just needed to get inside Dean's head for a bit.

[ciaranbochna.livejournal.com]

Dean's head--a very tangled place to be--but good to write about;) Hope you get control of some of the bunnies before they multiply again;)

Hugs

[irismay42.livejournal.com]

That is exactly what I would imagine is going through Dean's head most, if not all, of the time. Niiiice!

[caffienekitty]

Thank you! :-D I'm glad it worked!

[raincitygirl.livejournal.com]

Oh, this is VERY dean...

[caffienekitty]

Thank you!

[samalander-dawn.livejournal.com]

very Dean-trying-to-work-himself-up-to-something-or-push-through-something. very nice....and I really want context now. Lots of context.... :D

[caffienekitty]

Context may not be recognizable when I'm done with it, if it ever gets posted. Or it might split into two different things. I don't know.

Damn near every bunny I ever had is hopping right now and one and a half are on a deadline. I need to be independantly wealthy now so I can just write all day and I might get half of them dealt with before September 10th.

[tigriswolf]

Towards the end there, I was hearing Zac Efron singing. *hee*

[caffienekitty]

Oh dear god. Don't tell Dean, he'd kill me. :-(

Singing what, incidentally? I have almost no experience of Zac Efron compared to the rest of the world.

[tigriswolf]

This.

*giggles*

[caffienekitty]

Yeah, Dean'd totally kill me. :-(